Obsessed.

Shooting pain on the left side of my lower jaw. It's so bad that every time it zips through my jaw and up into my skull, I wince with my whole body...

The MRI went fine, as well as an excruciating 2 hours can go when you can't move and have to pee, and the tube you're laying in is being jack hammered on. I still haven't heard anything, and may not for a few more days. Fingers crossed.

Our insurance physical is coming up in 2 weeks and I'm thinking of doing a cleanse the week before to make sure I'm considered at a "healthy" weight (I'd need to lose 5lbs, so that's water weight and waste, realistically)... So I'm going to try that next week. Blah.

I'm feeling too obsessed with my body and looks right now. I'm hoping the surgery will quell those obsessions.

I also haven't had any coffee in 2 weeks. I had 2 12-oz diet cokes this weekend. One Saturday, one Sunday. I don't miss it as much as I think I do....